Sick

I could bore you with all the details of how sick my family and I have been for the past 10+ days, but I'm sure no one wants to hear it. I really could go on and on, but let me write just a few things. We've all had some virus that effected us each differently. Marty was the lucky one that only got the virus for a day or two.
It was crazy how much it varied. It was truly miserable. Miserable to be stuck at home for so long. Miserable to be sick and still have to take care of my girls. Miserable because I would cough so much at night that I couldn't sleep. Miserable because it hurt! I was starting to feel better, when within hours I was worse, really worse. I finally took us all to the doctor and I had a sinus infection. Brooklyn had a board-line sinus infection so I filled her antibiotics as well. Turns out, the antibiotics were making her sick. She would throw up randomly. I stopped giving her those. Mine are finally starting to work after a few days. I finally feel relief in my head. I haven't been this kind of sick for so long. I've had bronchitis before and that was miserable as well.
As I was whining and complaining and praying it would go away, I thought of all those terminally ill people and I wondered where they found the strength to keep going. I honestly just wanted to die. That sounds horrible, but like I said, I was miserable.
But today, I'm grateful to be alive and to be able to breath without coughing and for good medicine to make me healthy again.